Jin...

That's all i have to say about you. Oh common, if you already knew it earlier, why not have the courtesy of informing us earlier! Im just so pissed with you people. One person says one thing, then the other does another. It sucks having to figure out what are you people's next step, what you people are thinking of, what impression or assupmtions you people make all the time! If not because of the person that i would like to be his successor, i wouldn't be bothered to show up later. If not because of trying my very best to keep my logbook 'clean', i wouldn't bother to show up. If not because i have to 'show' the 'good' side of me, i wouldn't bother to show up. It's all about showing your face now, with these people not knowing you inside out, making assumptions of their own about you... Most of the time, it's just the wrong timing! So happens lady luck decides to sit on their shoulder that particular day, then your entire impression is destroyed. It's just crazy trying to be in their good show, pretending to be someone who you are not, wearing a mask all day long. It's the life that i should lead, but im not going to. Somehow, i'll try to work things out, rather than play pretend all day long...