Resurrection...

Ever wondered why it has been so so long since i last blogged? Haha, i actually thought that i lost this blog. Just couldn't open it for some time.

Updates, updates.

1. Done with O&G. Dosen't that sound superb? Anyways, life in medical is just so so. With ever crazy calls. Stuck in haemato for the next 2 weeks... Life could be worse if i was non-functional, or would it have been better?

2. Little russ ain't that little no more. Zen's back in KL, russ and clipper with me.

3. Gut's getting worse as the days go by. Ain't behaving itself as it was supposed to be. Been in and out a few times past few months.

4. Caught the bug that dosen't want to leave. First with the usual jazz of fevers and URTI, now without the voice. What's next in store? No idea but definitely not looking foward to it.

End of the year is here, december in 2 days time. Its going to be a year soon, since i've lost ted. Still miss his company dearly. That's one dog that i will never forget. I really have no idea how im going to survive this Sunday. Will try to keep myself occupied.

That's all the updates for now. Back to the loo...

@ 1556 @ 28112010... disney channel's showing some stupidly weird cartoon now... ouch, tummy hurts...

Updates on life...

Been indeed a roller coaster ride after the last post. Started paeds, workload was sort of OK, just that i HATED the kids and badies so much. And the parents... don't get me started on that issue. People the that department are so far treating me well, despite all the rumours and gossips. Nevertheless can't jump into conclusions coz its stil early to say so. For once i got a boss who really cares about his employees. The environment here is just not the same. The superb part is that im almost 6 weeks into it now, so another 10 to go!

Rusty's grown in the months, zen zen gaining weight as well. Both monkeys up to their nonstop mischieve. Disastrously behaving at home when im at work. Just image in the mess i get when i come home daily, like a tsunami just passed through the house!

Thats all for now. Going for a feel good doggie weekend in cherating this weekend, so looking foward to it!

@ 2121, 07032010... Post call again...

Lonely...

The weekend came and went. Back to loneliness once more. Can't wait for this week to pass. Going to do my last surgical call tomorrow night. Definitely going to miss the thenggaes in the surgical department. As a first poster, i was treated well, great in fact. No screwing, no scolding, just tonnes of guidance and teachings.

Life nowdays is indeed sad. Since the passing of my best friend. Im feel lonely most of the time. Eventhough there's rusty to keep me company, its just different. Its like trying to talk to someone who hardly understands you. He's still a pup, hardly understands what i say although i try my best to communicate with him as much as i can. But, there's just a limit to things. Maybe he just needs more time to get adjusted to life. Maybe its me who need more time to get adjusted to life, not him.

In many ways he's just like teddy, in other ways he's just not teddy. Definitely Tedy is ireplaceble, but nowdays i just need someone who understands me inside out to talk to. Its the time of the year that im down once more.

@ 2011, gotta optimize myself to tomorrows call. Photos of rusty next time. The stupid thing is taking ages to load now.

21 century...

New year, new day, new aspirations, everything new. I had quite an eventful 2009, especially its last few days. Lost another family member on new year's eve. My aunt just dropped dead after she was rushed to the hospital on new year's eve. It's been hard on everyone in the family, especially my dad to loose someone that he cared and loved. He's still in a daze, trying to keep himself in reality, and yet, he's not there most of the time.

I shall repeat again what i've told meself again and again this year, LIFE IS SHORT. From now on, i shall live life the fullest every single day as if it would end the very next minute. Expect the enexpected, nothing whatsoever that you tell me now shall be a shock, after what i've been though the past year.

It's been a harsh 2009, with the unforgettable memories of both good and bad. I shall pray for a better 2010, hope that the sun behind the black cloud would show itself, as there's always a silver lining behind every dark cloud. Lets just hope for the best for everyone this new year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

@ 1357, 02102010. A sincere thanks to the entire NEURO team at HRBP, for being so kind and considerate. Thank you all loads.