Elated...

Believe it or not, im actually in super-duper good mood today. Don't ask me why, because if i ever knew the reason, i would like it to re-live this day EVERYDAY!


Started out moody in the morning, as i could not get out of bed this morning. Barely able to lift my arm to reach out to the blardy phone that could not stop buzzing, i decided to call in 'unwell' this morning. Anyways, i did not have any sessions with PP this morning, and it was just ward rounds. Slumped back till bout 1130, where i had to take ted for his 'morning' walk. Ended up in front of the pc with games till bout 1300, then got ready to go to for the dreaded psy class. Reached the hosp bout 1330, so i visited my 14 year old patient first. The lady at the next bed commented 'wah, ceria-nya doktor ini. Kan baik kalau semua pun macam dia?' LOL!!!

Stoned a total of 3 1/2 hours through psy. At times, i really felt that Dr Z was just staring at me! I really wondered why. At times i was elated, then i would just stone through the rest of it. Maybe she really felt something was wrong with me, but dare not say a word! Haha!

Got home at bout 1830, before the 'cats & dogs' started pouring. Chatted with my best friend, told her all about what i went through last week, and got a really hilarious response too! 'Be careful, my friend, you'll never know what he is up to!'

Ended up in wards right before 2000, hoping to find a case for PP tomorrow. Visited the opposite ward, got really unfriendly response, then decided to just stick with my 2 beds. Both my patients asked me why was i working late tonight, i just responded that it was because i felt good! The indonesian patient that kept muttering java-nese 2 days ago decided to pour all her feelings out to me tonight! I spent almost an hour by her bedside, she telling me stories about her employer and her working experience here and all i did was say 'yakah?'!

KFC tasted 'funny' today, or was it my taste buds? I seriously think that something has been wrong with my senses for the past few weeks. My night blindness was from bad to worse ( i barely could see the road on my way to the hosp just now!), tinnitus as if here is a mosquito in my ear, i smell stuff that people don't, my taste buds are acting wierd...

@ 14042008, 2345, currently in the manic phase as they would call it...