Monday, October 31, 2011

end of life...

What does this sound like? What happens then when the outer shell of us decides to disintegrate and not support us anymore? Ever wondered???

Organ donor? Not organ donor? Are our organs that valuable? Why are human beings so greedy. Harvest everything that they can get their hands on, from the heart, lungs, liver, kidneys, bones, skin...

Life isn't everything. Life shouldn't be taken for granted. Life is SHORT. Expect the unexpected. Nothing always turns out as it was supposed to be. Or maybe the existance of parallel universes just makes things more complicated. 

So what am i supposed to say or do when the time comes. How am i supposed to face the truth when the time comes? I absolutely have no idea to face it. 

How do people who already know that their time is already up face it? How do they take things in prespective when the time is right? Is there ever a right time to finally accept it all? Will i ever know when the time comes?

It's scary. Honestly, i chicken out. Im would choose the path of NOT TO KNOW rather than TO KNOW. I'd rather have an instantanous death instead of a slow, suffering one. I'd rather someone or something to kill me in a split second. How i wish if that could ever happen. 

Maybe as i battle this on then i'll finally understand how things work in its own mysterious ways. Maybe people tend to grow as they learn their disease better. Maybe we will wake up one fine day knowing what to expect. Maybe, maybe, maybe... It's just full of maybe's ......

Reincarnation... Maybe another day...

@ 1826, 31102011... Enough for today.... Next time...