There we go again. Complaints about being depressed and homesick. I've caught the blues. Im downright sad most of the time, not even my favourite meals can cheer me up. I've been lethargic the entire day, snoozing for almost 14 hours, doing nothing other than procrastinating! I've wasted more than 24 hours, which time is supposed to be valueble to me nowdays.
Im just not being myself. Maybe the loss of my other half has taken a toll on me. I just miss him dearly. I mean, i don't think i can live without him. I can't stop thinking of him, wondering about what he's doing this very moment, if he has had his meals, if he has been sleeping well... GOSH, I AM GOING MAD!
I can't wait for the next few days to pass. I just can't wait to go home. I'll go nuts if i stay at this place for another week. I'm already at the verge of suicide, but, it's consequences seems to outweight it's benefits. At times, i do wish that i could just die this very moment, if life was that easy...
@ 1930, 22062008... It's the begining of the last posting tomorrow, where has my past 15 weeks gone???
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