Dumps...

Im back into the dumps. Don't ask why. Just did not feel good after waking up just now. Im so lazy to even sit up to type in this post! There are so many things in my mind right now, im swarmed with ideas, information, problems, choices to be made...

Maybe im just homesick. I've yet to call home after a week to total 'non-communication' with anyone at home. Im longing to call home, yet, im reluctant to do so. Leading such an aimless life, i've given up in making decisions.

Im just not being myself. Lost my appetite altogether. Something is wrong. Deep inside. But, i don't know what. It drives me nuts when i get into the dumps, with no good reason behind it. Maybe i'll make the call home later, maybe i'll should just stop thinking, maybe i should just lead a simple life like others, maybe i should just be myself, maybe it's time to give up, maybe i should just talk to someone... Maybe, maybe, maybe... Never-ending of maybe's... Nevertheless, one thing is for sure, life is full of possiblities, which leads to the intractable number of choices to be made, leading to the uncertainty that we go through every day...

@ 1944, 10062008, maybe im just hungry...