Managed to pull through another day of paeds without any scarring... The de-moralising factor still is present, but i do feel much better now after a session with Dr L. Tried his very best to make paeds as intresting as possible, and i certainly do feel that is this kind of encouragement that i need badly.
Floated into wards at 9 this morning. Guess who was there to greet me as i walked in? Haha, that blardy idiot that i hate most. He was taking the juniors for bedside teaching, and smirked at me as i walked towards the cubicle. Would have avoided him if i saw him (he's really short, and looks exactly like one of us!), among all the white coats and crowd, he was barely visible! Nevermind that, ignored him and went on to see my patient, and i cooly left all my stuff on one of the tables. Later did i realize that he brought all the juniors there to have a sit and continue their discussion! DARN! I realy needed my notes then, put on my thick face and went there to pick up my stuff. Oh, he had another chance to show me that 'smirk' again! GROW UP! Got so fed-up where i grabbed my stuff and left. Dahlah i bencikan engkau, lagi want to rub salt into the wound! Real IDIOTIC!
Guess what? Im now back home in KL, also thanks to him! He decided to postpone this friday's session to the week after next! Darn, I was really dissapointed then, bcoz i wanted it to end as soon as possible. Looks like there would be another HORRENDOUS session in week 3 comming up!
My blog is soon to be a paeds diary... Somehow or rather i feel that it's dissapointing. But, you'll never know, there might be a 'dash' of excitement once a while, especially when it is least expected.
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