Within the last 24 hours, i finally got to repay my sleep debt. From midnight till 0730, then stonned in Dr CK's case presentation, came home, continued sleeping from 0945 till 1200. Wow, after almost a lifetime of interrupted, disturbed sleep i finally got to pay back the debt. Looks like now i won't be sleeping for the next few nights at least...
Today i finally learnt that getting a good night's sleep is a luxury, something that you should not trade for anything else in this world. After sleepless nights for the past few weeks, i finally felt refreshed after waking up for once. It was just so good that i just felt that i could do anything i wanted. It just gave me the appetite to indulge in a GREAT meal.
Dinner was exceptional today. I had cheese coated fried chicken wings, and a fish sandwich. It was delicious... My good mood was spoilt by the usual "coming out the usual way" problem. I think i better get it sorted out soon... It's begining to bother me too much and affecting my lifestyle. Maybe nobody sees it on the outside, but actually on the inside im crying my lungs out for HELP!!! After all the professional's i've seen (Head of surgeons, Agong's dr), looks like till now nobody can help me. My last hope is mahatir's dr, and hope that she can sort this problem out soon. It's really killing me slowly from the inside...
In addition to this problems, others just seem to sprout out like daisy's in spring. One after the other, i'm such a medical mess. Up also got problem, now down under is coming out with it's own. I'm just fustrated, fed up, I have had enough. Why dosen't it just stop? What have i ever done to deserve this? Now, i gotta to see someone else to sort out this new problem that im having, and it's really 'memalufying'.
Enough with my problems, i think i should just lay back and start enjoying life. How long more do we all have to live? One will never know till the day one dies and realizes that it's too late. It's always when you are at the verge of dying that you realize that you have not had a life that you always wanted, a life that you would like to live, a life full of excitement and satisfaction. I better start now before it's too late. I do not want to be one of those that will regret one day, but those that can proudly say that i lived a life that i wanted to, full of enjoyment and with no regrets.
So, live life to the fullest! Just sit back and enjoy the ride...
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