Punctuality

"Better three hours too soon than a minute too late." - William Shakespeare

I just can't understand why consultants actually make their students wait, wait and wait for their arrival. There are a handful who are NEVER punctual. Just because we are the the lowest rung of the ladder of success, we are the one's to suffer all these consequences. If you know pretty well that you cannot make it, please say so. We do not mind if the class is postponed to another day, just don't make us wait. It so frustrating and time consuming, doing nothing, just stoning in the wards for 1 hour... Nevermind being late once, but not twice in within 3 hours!!! Nothing beats that record.

Anyway, today's sessions were all interupted by the person being late. It would have gone fairly smooth if i may say so. We still manage to get hold of the gist that we were suppose to catch and store it in a safe compartment in our brain. Rather hectic day, hopping from one to another, barely time to catch our breaths.

Lunch was relaxing, judging by all the laughters and sarcasm that was present in all the conversations. As usual, we would plan and plan for some holiday that all of us would really like to enjoy together, but based on all our records, all our plans never actually realised. What more can i say, we are spontaneous people. We cannot plan ahead. We do whatever our instinct and gut tells us, based on what we fell like doing at that moment. In my opinion this is very dangerous indeed, as it dosen't give us a path to follow in life, but above all that it's rather exciting, where it lightens and makes our lives more intresting to live by, as we do not know what is going to happen next.

Im really not looking foward to the travelling this weekend. No choice either when you have a dad who can barely keep his eyes open but still insists on driving. That's what is known as STUBBORN. I guess thats were i inherited the stubborn gene from. Nevermind the travelling, the worst is yet to come. Ortho is coming to an end this week; and the most boring, time wasting, nonsensical posting is coming up... FAMILY MEDICINE. The topic itself is not that bad, but the people there makes it like a dead subject, where you don't know how to spend your time while it passes by so slow. The morning clinic sessions are definitely going to officially be stoning sessions (especially when you can't even open your eyes when you get there), but hope that i actually learn something from the afternoon classes. Lets just wait and see what next week has in store for me.

Oh ya, there is something im really not looking foward to next week. It's where im going to drown in my own secretions... DAMN, why do i have to go through all this suffering. It's so unfair, but im DESPERATE for help! Pleeeeaaasse...... let all this come to an end, I have had enough. Im just praying hard that next week will be the last chapter on all my problems. I just want to enjoy life like every other normal person, able to enjoy what i do, what i eat, without restrictions.