Colic...

It feels like someone is pulling my guts out... Darn, it can be so bad that it just spoils my mood to do anything at that moment. All i can think of now is for it to go away. On and off, as though i can feel every inch of my gut moving, shearing its way inside me. The main question now is how long will it last??? I have no idea. Really regretted having the chicken rendang and chapati just now. Started with colic, continued with lavage, colic becoming worse by the second. What a life...



Overwhelmed by a dreaded feeling once it starts. All i can do is pray that it will go away once i enter dreamland. Hopefully it will not get me out of there quick enough to have another intresting visit to the throne. Multiple visits to the throne has been a norm to me for quite some time now. There were times when i only got out of bed just to go visit the throne, nothing else. It's just so physically and mentally draining. Physically because im loosing whatever that's suppose to be absorbed, mentally because i will be anticipating for the next visit...