DENIAL... the refusal to acknowledge an uacceptable truth or emotion. It is one of the most common and strongest emotions that we face every day. It's a normal defensive mechanism, but i think that it has brought me more harm than good in these past few years...
It is a state that you would do anything, i mean ANYTHING to be 'rid' of the situation. Anything that will get one's mind off the truth, Anything that would just comfort and passify oneself, Anything that would do to avoid the situation. Anything comes in handy... a good movie, a great meal, new clothes, or just simply blogging.
I'm glad that i finally found a way to 'unleash'. Today is another one of those days that i just don't feel like doing anything, just sit back and enjoy the ride of life. But, almost 90% of the time im in denial. I just cant get myself to solve my problems... They have been piling up one after another, it's not that i don't want to solve them, it's just that i still can't accept them. The best part it i already have the solutions with me. It's just that i don't have to guts to take the steps to go ahead. Call me chicken, i totally agree.
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