Survivied another dreaded cp session with DK this morning. Was full of sarcasm and sadism. Had fun actually, yet to consider of the cold sweat dripping off my forehead and drench in sweat... Kept staring at DK, and guess what? That poor old man was drenched in sweat too! Thanks to all the de-functioning brains surrounding him. This was the last CP session with him, gonna miss that old man for sure!
I've come to a conclusion that it's the time of the day that plays around with my feelings. Out of no good reason, i just blew up few seconds ago... Now i feel rather guilty after what i just did. Im so sorry, YS. I just could not control my feellings at that moment in time... That's why i always think that im a ticking timebomb waiting to explode.
Just so homesick. Not that i've not seen my family for ages... It's just a feeling that can't be put into words. The worst part is that it's only monday, a long week more to go. End of postings up next week, yet i feel as though im totally not prepared for it. I REALLY AM NOT. Everytime after each teaching session, i feel like a total idiot, a moron who does not deserve to be where i am now. Everything seems so new, but it's the stuff that im already supposed to know by now. I just don't know where to start, totally at a lost this time round.
@ HELP ME !!! 0114, 23102007
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