The lousy week got lousier when the OSPE's were UN-ANSWERABLE to me... The mcq's were already KILLER questions... When the ospe pictures came out... it drove me to the VERGE OF SUICIDE! I only knew how to answer 1 sub-question out of the whole paper!!! DARN!!! At least when that hurdle was over, i finally got to go home after the sick sick sick week.
Reached home, was in the worst condition of my life. Still down with a fever then, was greeted by mum as usual. Her 1st response was... 'Fever arh? Din't go see DK to get meds?' Arrrggggggg!!! I was just so irritated at that time, told her that i went to see a clinic doc, was given antibiotics, that was it. At least she din't query further. Gulped down my favourite chicken porridge, went straight into coma zone.
Surprisingly, this weekend was easier to live by compared to last week. I spent most of my time at home, but the nagging and topics related to me were hardly heard of. THANK GOODNESS! Im now just praying hard that my parents are accepting me as who i am, and really got the 'stupid drug idea' out of their heads by now. Or it could be the phase that they are monitoring all my actions behind my back (every word i speak, every decision i make, every move i make)... Haih, from NOW onwards, i've decided TO STOP THINKING about the whole issue anymore, just continue my boring, mundane life as it was before!
Starting general surgery selective with Mr P in less than 12 hours time, and i've yet to pick up a surgery book to refresh my mind. The last time i touched my surgery book was before my finals this year... (Ahem, if im not mistaken it was early feb 2007!) The basic is in me (I really hope & pray), just the polishing up has to be done! Wow, who am i kidding? Come to think of it, i DON'T remember A THING in surgery. I shall go there and get ready to be 'screwed' tomorrow morning, only then i'll learn my lesson the hard way and buck up tomorrow night! MUAHAHAHA, im just in the 'holiday mood' now, right after exams... TOO BAD!!!
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