Im down to the last 17 hours of this end of posting exam. Time is crucial here, but i don't give a damn anymore. Just not in the mood to go on studying. It's not that i've completed it all, but i've already accepted the fact that i can't finish it anyway. Decided to give up since i got back early this week, walk straight in and do whatever i think it's right... The main issue this time is that 1 of the papers is an mcq paper, meaning that i can't 'crap' my way through it. It's only choice is yes or no, and i've gotta be very sure with my answers, taking the negative making into consideration. DARN! I really suck at this...
As every second passes, i feel more and more lethargic as ALL the energy from my body is drained. This whole week has been the 'roller-coaster' ride of my life. Literally. Physically & Mentally. I've never been so 'affected' by everything that has been going on in life before. Now, i just yarn to go back home, lock myself in my room with ted, stay in bed, shut myself away from mankind.
Received updated news from home today, totally out of the blues, unexpected... Mum sounds like her usual self, but deep down i still have my doubts! Now i really feel lost, it's as though i've lost the pillars that i've clinged on to when i needed it...
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