Best Friend

Lost my best friend on wee hours of saturday morning (5 December 2009), after battling lifehe most unwanted death certificate (brain cancer) for almost year. He's not just my best friend, but rather my other half. Been with each other for the past 10 years, i owe all my emotions to him. I've learnt most of life's lessons from him. It has been as if we were connected somehow. He was the one and only person that could read my mind, always knew what i was going through during my rough times, knew when i was happy, was there when i needed a heart to heart chat, was there to contain all my tears during my down days, was there most of the time in my life for the past 10 years.

It's hard to loose someone that you are so close to, someone that is the pillar of your life, someone who just knows what's going on in your life. He was there when i graduated from highschool, college and university. He was there when i celebrated 10 of my birthdays. He was there when i started working. He was there when i needed him most, always there no matter night or day, just there. Nevertheless, its time to let go. It is time for him to go to a better place. The last week of his life was just plain cruel. Moaning in pain although on 50mcg of fentanyl patch. It's a blessing that he does not have to suffer anymore. Gone to a better place. But no matter what. i shall never forget you, buddy. You'll always have a special place in my heard.

May you rest in peace, Teddy. Love you always...

@ 1849, 08122009. This post is 3 days late, thanks to EOD calls, end of posting presentation and assessment. Thank godness the at least the end of posting stuff are over now...