There's something going on with me and primid's. More of kiling two birds with one stone. Conducted an SVD in the morning, assisted in LSCS at night. Ironically, both were primid's. My feet are just killing me right now. Though totaly drained out, i can't seem to fall asleep. Im feeling as if now im the 'primid' going for a viva in 2 1/2 hrs time, and i know nuts about my patient. I just feel that this past 2 years went down the drain just like that. Not worth all the visits we paid him, all the effort we got him to see the doctor...
Been asking around how CFCS has been like, these are the responses:
1. Oh, it's just for formality purposes.
2. It's the first taste of how your exit viva would be like.
3. Everyone will surely pass, don't worry.
4. Everyone that went in Dr ??? room was giggling their way through.
5. Common, it's already pre-marked and pre-graded.
6. Nah, it's nothing la.
How i wish if it were that simple. My neurons sort of shut down almost 12 hours ago. It's all tangled up in a big mess. I can't even walk a straight line now. If i collapse on the bed, im sure to sleep throught the entire CFCS exam. I can't aforrd to take the risk. After all the effort i put in the past 2 years, it all boils down to this day...
@ 0558, 23052008, i better not be mumbling nonsense later...
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