The weekend came and went. Back to loneliness once more. Can't wait for this week to pass. Going to do my last surgical call tomorrow night. Definitely going to miss the thenggaes in the surgical department. As a first poster, i was treated well, great in fact. No screwing, no scolding, just tonnes of guidance and teachings.
Life nowdays is indeed sad. Since the passing of my best friend. Im feel lonely most of the time. Eventhough there's rusty to keep me company, its just different. Its like trying to talk to someone who hardly understands you. He's still a pup, hardly understands what i say although i try my best to communicate with him as much as i can. But, there's just a limit to things. Maybe he just needs more time to get adjusted to life. Maybe its me who need more time to get adjusted to life, not him.
In many ways he's just like teddy, in other ways he's just not teddy. Definitely Tedy is ireplaceble, but nowdays i just need someone who understands me inside out to talk to. Its the time of the year that im down once more.
@ 2011, gotta optimize myself to tomorrows call. Photos of rusty next time. The stupid thing is taking ages to load now.
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