Rekindling the past....

The past was not that long ago, say 3 years, maybe? I attended my first PBL session today, this time only to be on the other side of the fence. Hell yah, i was the BLIND facilitator leading the BLIND students! Haha, the look on their faces when they first saw me is worth a thousand words. First day on the job, and I LOVE it. Maybe its because im starting with my favourite subject... ORTHO, or Musculoskeletal system (as it is named in pre-clinical school). Not a 9 to 5 job, just 2 sessions per week, at whatever time i like (within office hours of course!). Getting paid is another matter, it like 100 bucks per session. Gosh, good maney, aint it? Considering that it would definitely be a GOOD revision for me...

Sem 5's... What they are now is exactly like what we were back then. Blur, pindrop silence during PBL's, only speak when spoken to, waiting for the lec for answers... But then, as usual there are those who are on the more extreme side, those outspoken, session domineering people. The group chemistry among them is rather good, where almost all of them think on the same line, that i gotta thank AAD for doing such a great job.

Another session to come this thursday, where its their turn to do the talking this time round. The funny thing about this group is that all of them opted to do ALL the topics, not like what we used to during the olden days. We'd rather take the short way out, coz we knew that in the end PBL's were more of crap and BS. Or maybe its just their first session of the semester, where everyone is still fresh from the holidays and good rest, lets just wait till the work and lectures start pouring in, when they have sleepless nights studying or just reading up for PBL!

@ 1219, 20012009, im dog tired, thanks to 'MISSY' the cat...

Welcome 2009!!!

There we go once more. At least this year i did not have to spend my new year in the usual DUMP! I was at home, online, while the seconds passed and the fireworks lit up the sky. Indeed a loooooooong year it has been, uncountable events in life, unforgettable ones. 2008 was filled with tears of joy, as well as tears of sadness. Was in and out of the dumps till August, then it was just a staright line on an ECG strip from there onwards... Till few days ago, where my roller coaster life returned. It's always the unexpcted that happens. As if i am JINXED! Sitting for exams is surely a JINXED matter for me, always getting the almost pass mark but yet FAILED! At these times i am indeed fed up. But then, its such as waste if you look at it as the 'cup is half full'. These few days have been rather fustrating, im so near yet so far, and it is SO SO TIME CONSUMING!

I've literally wasted away 4 months, doing nothing other than rotting at home. Totally unprodutive. I am indeed a waste of nature. Useless. A useless bump, thats how i see it.

New year, new resolutions, new dream, new hopes, and definitely NEW ACHIEVEMENTS! I've gotta put my best out this time, and it shall be a MUST to do well. I can't afford to waste anymore time... It's preciously ticking away before i realize...

@ depressed... but then, its a new year... what can i say???