It is indeed what worse than this could happen for me, but then, im going to see things as the cup half full rather than half empty this time round. Always believed that things happen for a reason, maybe someone up there has bigger plans for me to stick around here longer, nearer to home perhaps. Believe it or not, i actually failed a second time round. Its either im really really that bad or the aus gomen has something against me. Rather than a 249 out of 250, this time its a 294 out of 300. At times like this i really wonder WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! Fortunately for me, after so so many failures in my 25 years of life, im taking this rather well. It has not really affected me like how it did last time, maybe becaused i've already planned the next step of action before i got these results, just in case i din't pull through.
There the debate begins... Which hospital should i put as my choices? After being home for the past 8 months, i'd definitely opt to work as close to home as possible, don't know why myself. Remember then when i wanted to go away as far as possible, as both S&S were indeed tempting as there is like an extra of RM1000 of monthly allowance? I guess thats just not important to me now. Now, i would definitely prefer somewhere near home, but, no matter what, if they happen to send me to some place blardy far, i guess i'll just pack up my bags and go! No matter what, it can't be that bad... IM STILL IN IN THE SAME COUNTRY... how far can it be? Home would just be a phone call away, at local rates... It aint that bad...
The tasks to visiting governmet offices shall begin... These would be me going around chasing the goose. You know what i mean. All i can do not is pray for the best, hope that i get my choices, and whoever is up there, i really do hope everything works out as planned now.
@ 1202, 08052009, new path begins... i wonder if its the path less taken...
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