This is indeed something that i wished i never had. Ever had an experience of excreting something 'unimaginable' from it every single day? Not once, twice or thrice, but a minimum of 5 times per day? Don't even think about it. That is indeed why i would one day RIP MY GUTS OUT! Its no more a figure a speech for me, as it has reached its threshold. Im so so sick of it being ill-behaved and spending/wasting so much time on either on the throne 'pouring my guts out' or on bed in 'fetal position'.
In 15 days i would take my next step in life. Whatever happens on that day would determine what happens for the few years to come. I'd better not screw it up, and indeed end up with a 'satisfactory'. The stress level is building up inside the chamber, yet, the laziness overpowers everything in the end of the day. The nearer the exams come, the lazier is get. I guess that's how my body reacts.
Nightly insomnias, early morning migranes, excruciating tummy aches which literally pull me out of bed... Gosh, stop the complaints already. Nothing could be worse than these. Oh, I was so wrong. ITS THE BLODDY JACKHAMMER which starts at 8am every morning, continously till 5pm! Thanks to some SELFISH, IGNORANT, TOO F@#KING RICH NEIGHBOUR, who'd rather demolish his house than BUY A NEW ONE! For a person who is insomnic at night and have migranes by day, its DRIVING ME TO SUICIDE.
Enough complaints. Guess that im just against everything and everyone in this world, even myself. Nothing can satisfy my temper nowadays, nothing than just the company of ted. When the affectionate and loving eyes make contact, i feel that im the luckiest person in this whole wide world...
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