Rather boring if anyone asked me. Morning in hosp, afternoon supposed to be in hosp, then nite spent at home, doing nothing. I've been rambling on and on and on about the mundane life that i lead here in BP right now, and trust me, things seem to be getting worse.
Week 2 into BP schedule, the first portfolio submission is due next week, the next a week later. The gotta get the journal club presentation done, CFCS portfolio submitted by end of the month... All life about here is typing, typing and more typing on the keyboard!
Go to wards and do what other than stone during rounds and incessantly covering our own beds? Honestly, i hardly learn anything here. The purpose of being in the wards to me is to 'find cases' for my portfolios. Now that i've reached this stage, so near yet so far towards becoming a doc, it makes me feel as though that im not doing what im supposed to. Not forgetting about the competency level... That's much much worse. I've lost all mt confidence, feel so incompetent all the time, and honestly, if someone just collapses in front of me, i would FREAK OUT!
Another video conferencing session up in 5 minutes time... Shall stone through it today, as im off the hook!
@ 1130, 12032008... Still blogging in library...SAD...
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