I've blogged about the 5 stages of dying once, but life is really unfair when you can't go through all these stages at your own pace, but immediately reach the acceptance stage.
My life is just a mess at this moment. I'm just as a mess, inside-out. It's crazy going through life like as what im doing now, and yet, it's something that i gotta face. Oh, I don't know. For once, i've given up and unable to decide anymore!
After attending med school for these past few years, i've lost all my feelings. I feel no pity, no sympathy, no empathy, lost everything that ends with a 'thy'!!! Im emotionless, expressionless, with a blank mind & stare all the time. Life is indeed different to be at the other side of the door, when the doctors do their rounds, when you plead to talk to them, when you are at the other end of the bed. It's crazy. It's nuts.
Im not in a mood to blog about it now...
@ 31032008, 0049, last day of the month, there goes another... wish there were more to come...
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