With less than 3 days more to go, im fighthing a losing battle. I've totally lost it. I've not been studying since the past paper (which happened to be OSPE, & i screwed almost 6 stations in a row!). So not looking foward to OSCE's on thurs & fri, but that would ever be my last chance to redeem myself after screwing up for MEQ's & OSPE's.
At home currently, would go out of my mind if i stayed back at 'hellhole'. Not been sleeping well though home with ted & my bed. Still having the wierdest dreams ever, with all the 'unexpected & uninvited' folks who pay me a visit in snoozieland. This better not go on after exams, coz it's already about to drive me nuts.
Exam season, supposed to be stressed right? NO! Honestly speaking, im not stressed out at all! This time round seems to be different. It's not like the usual emotional roller coaster that i take. A different ride this time. More of being 'bipolar'. Manic at times, depressed towards the end of the day. I fully understand the consequences of not surviving through it, yet, im still NOT STUDYING!
@ 0100, 18022008, awake as usual, stoning...
No comments:
Post a Comment