Been building castles in the air since young. Survived till now, which proves that the road to success was not that 'bumpy'... (yeah right) Though potholes here & there, still made it in one piece. This is the time of the year where my stress levels are way way beyond whatever i can handle has come. Less than a week away from gynae end of postings, a month short of the 'professional exam'.
I myself know that im so not prepared for EVERYTHING! I have absolutely no idea how am i going to face it, even the extra classes with Dr L freaks me out. Im not able to answer more than half of the questions that he went through with us, how on earth am i going to pass?
With less than 4 weeks to go, its impossible to finish reading every single topic in time (regardless whether i enter snoozieland or not!) Finish reading everything in time is 1 thing, whether it can be retained in the cerebral cortex is another problem. Everything seems to be so volatile as it evaporises out of my brain at the speed of light. I can't help it. Maybe i should try to put my brain under 'lock & key' from now on.
Going to wards in wee hours of the morning is a total waste of time. I DO NOT learn a single thing from the rounds, & covering your beds at night is even worse. By the time i come back im so drained out, so not in the mood to study, then i'll waste my time doing nothing till the next morning. Where on earth am i going to find time for me to study???
@ 1032, 14012008, a long week to come...
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