That is exactly what im about to do next. Im so tired till even my respiratory muscles are failing me, neurons short-circuiting each other, aching body would just lean on anything, continous leg cramps no matter what position i am in... Ironically, my gut keep grumbling on & on & on, for all i know, it would still go on even after im dead!How i wish if i could just drop dead right this moment. SAQ's up in less than 10 hours, with less than 4 hours more to study. All because of 'atuk', still gotta hang out in the wards in wee hours of the morning. It's definitely a total waste of time, as i do not do anything there! The purpose of showing my face is that i have a clean record to keep (not that it has not been contaminated enough), so that i'll make it through this sem as well as med school.
I'll just walk in the ward & drop dead instead. Then, i'll have the best excuse to go home & sleep. Oh, FAT HOPES!!! It's not that easy to fool the 'old man'. Although he IS old, his mind is still as sharp as a spear, both eyes always on the look out who's missing. At least this is the last week in this darn hectic posting...
I've given up studying altogether. Im going to bed now. Whether i can fall asleep or not is the other issue. Im just going to lay there, let the hour go by, till it's time to shove my 'dead weight' to the wards......
@ 0358, 22012008, 'atuk', at times like this i really 'HATE' you!!!
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