SANITY, come back!!! Being unable to sleep (night & day) is driving me NUTS, medicine driving me CRAZY, my gut driving me to SUICIDE! Im so lightheaded now as im about to collapse, YET, I CAN'T SLEEP!!! The last time i slept was at 6 this morning, woke up at 0700 (dino call), 0900 (nature call), 1100 (text mes call). So frustrated till i woke up!
I just lie in bed, head spinning as if im on a merry-go-round, brain in total shut-down mode, BUT, EYES WIDE OPEN! Do give me a buzz if anyone of you out there knows what this condition is call, and most importantly if there is a cure.
Mood swings are back for no apparent reason, plumber decided to take leave today, fluid overloaded till legs are oedematous, and yet, the blood still fail to reach the brain of mine. Nephro presentation up in 5 hours time, and i can't remember a thing that i've put on the slides. HOW HOW HOW???
I really feel that im losing whatever sanity that i have left (if i ever had it in the 1st place). I don't even know what to think of life anymore. It's not worth living for. I have no idea what is my purpose of being here...
I DON'T WANT TO...
1. suffer anymore pain
2. stay in sban anymore
3. study medicine anymore
4. STAY ALIVE ANYMORE!!!
@ 0246, 12122007... THAT'S IT!!! PERIOD.
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