Saturday, December 8, 2007

Grrrrrrr....... Grrrrrrrr.........

One pissed dog is waiting to be unleashed from the terror and misery after residing in my tummy for such a long time now. I do hope that it gets it's way out soon, because it's driving me to SUICIDE!

Im sick enough of int med, just the tought of what i have to KNOW BY HARD in the end of 4 weeks is KILLING me this moment... then considering how restless my bowel has been recently... Im just so sick of going to the loo so so many times a day. Im sick of the colic most of the time of the day. Im so sick of taking meds. Im so sick of staying in bed just to nurse my tummy. Im so sick of being so 'drained out' after a few visits. IM SO SICK OF MY GUT!

Going through a rough time right now. A harder time to come next week. Schedule so jammed packed, case presentation on mon morning, TBL presentation of wed (not done a single thing yet!), CFCS presentation on thrusday, hyperextended friday bcoz of ward teaching in the afternoon, never ending readings on cardio, endo, neuro, infectious disease...

I just can't imagine how physicians do it. How they can know everything from every system. How they can actually remember everything they have read. Im just not that kind of person. I DO NOT have a superb memory, i sometimes can't even remember what i ate for my last meal, or even when i had my last meal!

@ 2357, 08122007, Im desperate for HELP!!!!!! A gut transplant, maybe???

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