Happiness...

It's not easy to find happiness if you are leading a life like the one that i do, but i should be thankful and appreciate whatever i have now. Living in the comfort, under a roof, all the necessities, plus all the unnecessary stuff that i have which 'chokes' up almost half of my room. But, small gestures, events and even tiny winny things make my day. Im not the type that demands much from life or people areound me, I don't even care what happens to anyone else around me... call me a hermit, and anti-social, insensitive to surroundings rodent, but im who i am. But, when it comes to my love ones and those that really 'light up' my life, it still depends on the timing and circumstances.

Unexpectedly drove down all the way to midvalley yesterday morning. Just to have lunch with WK. It was really worth it i tell you. Every cent, second and every single joule of energy that i spent. It's not like i have not met her for ages (almost a month ago), but, you know what, WK, you really do 'LIGHT UP MY LIFE'. I really have no idea how that works, but you really made my day.

Today was another one of those where i have my mood swings, on off boredom... At least i got the good news that the tbl tomorrow afternoon will be in the morning, which means that im going back home for lunch! Hooray!

Gonna start surgery next week. Long days, short nights. Will be in Dato K's ward the whole of next week, which means no more 'playing truant' and gotta cover my beds. Im actually glad that these 'so ever boring' postings are over, and more of that i really am going to enjoy surgery as it is something that i love.

Too bad the best of life does not stay forever, only for 4 weeks! Gonna go through HELL PAEDS (i just hate screaming & crying kids) after that, then the DREADED INT MEDICINE (a subject that i can never master no matter how hard i try), and finally the EXHAUSTING O&G (i just have no intrest in it!)! 12 weeks down the line, gonna be the worst of my life! After that will be the 'ultimatum', END OF SEM 9 exams. All these to stretch from now till end of Feb next year. Looks like a hard, long and bumpy road to come!

Forget all the events to come, im just going to be my bubbly, greddy self for now!

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