Monday, July 9, 2007

CRAZY life...

It's really driving me nuts the way im surviving everyday... Lavages after meals, continous abd cramps... DUH!!! It's CRAZY!!!

I'm getting sick & tired of this 'CRAZY' lifestyle that i go through everyday. And guess what? I've gotten ALL the help i can get, & NOBODY out there can offer me anymore help! I been from the best to the best of doctors, & they are just as baffaled as i am. DARN! How am i suppose to go on living like that?

This 'GILA' condition of mine, no diagnosis, all the investigations back normal... Soon enough i will end up in the lunatic asylum!

I've had ENOUGH of all these nonsence! Why can't i just lead a NORMAL life like everyone else? Why can't i just be 'PAIN FREE' for a day? Why can't my lavages just stop for 1 day? WHY? WHY? WHY?

Now, even the thought of seeking help does not even cross my mind. Sometimes its just so bad that i pray that some kind soul would 'KILL ME' ! I can't be dependent on drugs for the rest of my life to control the symptoms... I have to find the underlying cause & get help for it...

@ Oh, help me!...... 1641, 09072007

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

told u to go see acupuncture d... wat do u mean by : "I can't be dependent on drugs for the rest of my life to control the symptoms... I have to find the underlying cause & get help for it..." ?? CRAP! been askin u to seek for acupuncture .. n ur asw r always da same... wait til i free la! -_-

RoDeNt :-> said...

Eh, pls la. Really buzy till no time to go ma...