In the last 24 hours, i've consumed about 500mls of 100-plus, 2 cans of 325mls of 100-plus, 500mls of kickapoo, 500mls of coke, and now im half way thru my 1500mls of pepsi (which i just purchased from 7-11). My blood sugar anytime now is definitely THROUGH THE ROOF! This is what happens when im depressed. Other than these soft drinks, i've eaten 4 bars of Kinder Bueno and 40g of m&m's. I guess that's what kept me so awake & alive today. This is the result of your glucose laden blood rushing through your brain...Talk about diabetes... Doctors advice patients day in and day out on diet control and exercise to control the progression of the disease. But how about themselves? Do they actually practice whatever they educate their patients? I don't think i will in the future. Even 'normal' people like me have these urges at times, sure my future patients will too. Just that if they do this, they might land themselves up in life-threatening situations and in the hospital soon enough! In my opinion, diabetes is such a debilitating disease and a burden to daily life. It robs you of your freedom of choice of food, it's complications just make your life more complicated and challenging, it deprives one from trying and indulging without limits... I better take good care of my pancreas now, before it is too late. But i just can't resist from the urge of taking ALL THESE COMFORT FOOD. At times when I'm just so down for NO GOOD REASON, GLUCOSE becomes my buddy. I have had a sweet tooth since young, till now, i still have it.
@ post CFCS visit, back to trench of depression for no good reason... 2255, 29052007
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