Exams...Laziness... Procrastination...

MACAM MANA! All these symptoms tend to periodically arise when exams are around the corner. Osce for the past 2 days were so-so, mainly was my fault as i did not study enough, but i should also be forgiven based on the fact that everything i studied for DID NOT COME OUT AS USUAL! I can never understand how the 5 min osce concept works, like Pavlov dog's, the buzzer rings, u read the question for 1 min, then the buzzer buzzes again, you march straight into the room, totally have no idea what you do the next 5 mins, and the come out in a stupor state. I can't even remember what i did the past 5 mins, it's like you go in and come out a totally different person!

At least that load is off my shoulders now, then next hurdle is 3 SAQ papers in 1 day! The best part is that all 3 papers are on totally different specialties (Fam med, Ortho, Psych...). Gosh, what a day friday is going to be! To be honest, I have been fooling around this past 8 weeks, and now i only have bout 48 hours to put all the info into my brain. So, should i be selective, or just pump in as much as possible, as much as i can? Lets decide on that later.

Had a rather terrible weekend lately, partly due to my underlying med probs. Based on my recent statistics, looks like i only get to enjoy 1 out of every 4 weekends. So unfair... But at least i have public holidays to look foward to. Next week itself im havin 2 public holidays! Not bad, but the part that it's in the middle of the week is rather a prob. Means that i gotta travel KL-Sban more often than usual. That means more driving, more travelling time, more money spent on petrol and tol. I feel rather guilty especially when it comes to the money part, coz all these expenses are borne by my 'financial advisor'. Look at the bright side, i get to spend more time at home, more time with mum & dad, more time with TED! That's what that keep me from wanting to go back every weekend! That's what that keeps my spirits UP during the weekdays. That's what that get me going through the week, no matter how lousy or shitty it has been. I know there's a place called HOME in KL that i get to go back to every week. Wow, i always do thank my lucky stars that home will always be there when i need it during desperate times.

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